Awareness Against My Will

from demos from mystic falls by Monaural

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I did it, I finally did a Ween impression that I kinda intended.

You can find me right next to the cheap low-quality ribeyes TheWolfePit seems to eat every week over at his personal playground, the Dollar Tree. What I'm trying to say is that I'm still discount Ween.

Also this song 'bout Asuka. Originally written for the Schaeffermusic demo.

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Hotshot pilot
from the Shoney's to the base
so used to violence
have my Sanka at the end of day
another thing to fight
I don't care what shape it is
and it fires a light
in my brain it's burned in

All my facades, they repeat -
none of them are the real me
the core of I, I mustn't see
how I became me painfully

They pull me out of there
put me on medical leave
all I do is sit and stare
my mind raped as it could be
the loop plays within my dreams
locked-off stored-away scenes
the order's different every night
ends with mom in a noose every time

All my facades, they repeat -
none of them are the real me
the core of I, I mustn't see
how I became me painfully

And now I take a bath
all the life, it flows from me
life has shown its wrath
retreat inside my Shoney's

All my facades, they repeat -
none of them are the real me
the core of I, I mustn't see
how I became me painfully

All my facades, they're the bitter pill
for awareness against my will
I'll rest in my booth and I'll drink coffee
'cause at least I can be the real me

With a strawberry pie
and ready to peacefully die

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from demos from mystic falls, released May 24, 2019

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